When we finished I didnt think it'd hurt this much. I know I'm over the initial non stop crying, but I think this is worse! I constantly have to prove my worth to myself and bring myself back from the brink of hopelessness. I go between wanting him back, to wanting him to suffer some awful fate. Ideally I'll win the lottery and then he will beg for me back and I'll tell him where to go... but there are 3 things there that are extremely unlikely to happen!
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